What if?...

I used to do that alot... I used to wonder "what if?". Today I caught myself shredding paper and was wondering "what if i placed the scissors in the shredder? what would happen?" sure enough.. the shredder started to take the scissors and i immediately turned it off and pressed the reverse button cause i couldn't pull it out. Then I got to thinkin... Its been awhile since i wondered the "what if's?" in my life. I notice that i don't do that anymore. Well, lately at least. I guess I'm pretty content with where I am at this point in time. Yeah i still have my occasional moments of trust issues or what not. But who doesnt???

Tonight: dinner with baby love... then christmas shop!