Sunday, August 30, 2009

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Her world was turned upside down. And in a blink of an eye, all would of changed.

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This is a story of a girl... she fell in love...

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Lovers & Friends

Someone once said, not to worry about people from your past, there's a reason why they didn't make it to your future.

I believe that to be true. I find that if you are constantly fighting with these people, there is a good reason why they are not around. This past 4Th of July, I did a great deal of putting this one person on blast (while really drunk). And I really didn't care either. That person made me turn on a family member and that person wasn't even really worth it. And to have someone try to patch it up for them, is straight bullshit. I knew that person couldn't apologize for their faults and whats funny is i already can hear what they were saying in response to that email: "why should i have to apologize? I'm not going to apologize to her" You ask why i know that. Because that person ALWAYS says that.

I know i still have my great deal of growing up too, but there are some others out there that need more of it than me. Apparently the word "maturity" does not run in their vocab.

I've met alot of new faces, and lost a great deal of some. But you know what, i guess they never really mattered much. If they were really a friend, they would know how to approach me by now instead of acting like they are 5 and wanting to do nothing with our "friendship". Which is fine with me cause apparently they never really were a friend to begin with. A friend doesn't take advantage of you and should follow through on their word. I guess, I let my guard down once again. Never again.

I guess its true what they say... keep your friends close, but your enemies closer...

I'm back bitches...

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

summer movies..

omg! i can't believe i haven't done this in a while!!!

let me try to recap as much as i can. For the record, there were MANY movies i wanted to see this summer, but time kinda ran short and i hate watching movies late.

lets see...

My sister's keeper - i actually saw this in canada with my cousin. Now this movie, if your feelin really emotional, prepare yourself. i suggest with a huge box of tissue. This movie had me crying every 5-10 minutes. The room was full of girls as is and when the movie ended, all you hear is sobbing girls. As soon as you walk out, you see them all in the restroom fixing their faces. Its a really really good movie. It makes you feel what the character is feeling.

Funny People - i only wanted to see this cause part of the movie was filmed at what used to be the Albertson's by my house. To me it was ok. There were parts that were good, but since the movie dragged so long... it made me lose interest.

500 days of Summer - Its a total must see for the Summer. "I love US" is what me and niel would say to each other even before the movie was created.. Its cute and is totally not a love story.

The time Traveler's wife - I personally think it was ok. not really a tear jerker for me and definetely not the same as the Notebook. I guess you can wait til it comes out on video to watch it.

Yeah i guess thats about it for now that i have had the time to see. im sure I'll have more comin my way, but for now that's all..

One person's trash is another's treasure...

This morning I had alot of things to take care of before heading to work at 9am.

1. get ready
2. bring down pork chopps doll house
3. buy lunch
4. donate pork chopps doll house
5. bank
6. gas
7. niel's house to get notes
8. get to work

Yeah, all that did not happen before 9am. Everything was running smoothly until i got to the good will store. That's what took up most of my time. Well actually 3 minutes of my time. As I pulled up, another truck was there in front of me. i saw in the back of the truck a kids bike, so i figured "oh ok, shes just gonna donate too". Oh no, that's not what happened. I sat there in my car just watching her take clothes that other people left there to donate. She had her little boy in the car as well. I debated if I wanted to drop off the doll house that brought my bunny so much joy to run around in, just to have this lady snatch it up as soon as i drove away. I figured it was now or never. This lady had no shame.


As soon as i dropped off the doll house, her little boy came running out of the truck wanting his mom to take it. he kept looking back at me to see if i was gonna leave it. and i did. $300 was spent to build that incomplete chewed up doll house that i had for years just to have some lady snatch it up. I guess... at least its gonna go to some use.. but i cant help but still feel a bit disgusted that she did that.

Monday, August 24, 2009

Cupcakin' @ a cost...

This past few weeks have been exremely exhuasting!!! After Hiroko's departure, i thought i would be finally getting a chance to settle down and rest... not at all... My brother wanted to throw a get together at the house while the parents were away. it was set for saturday, but since one parental was coming back that day he moved it to thursday. I had plans already to go see the firework show at disneyland. Since it was at my house and they were not arriving til late anyway, i knew i was good.

So i come home, luckily found parking... about a good 15 or less people there.. grill goin, beer pong was set up and a good handfull of drunkies. Luckily there was no drama that night or cops (it being a thursday and all). I actually found someone else (besides kate) that reads my blogs! ***touched*** By the end of the night i had a few passed out people in my living room and a drunk mike ferrer passed out on my sisters floor which we moved him to my hallway with a matress. haha.. oh mike...

Saturday, i took baby love out to breakfast before he saw his patients and then we headed out to the San Diego Zoo. I think we saw all we wanted to see while we were there.. haha... and then headed home for the Tofu House... and thats when i started to get sick.

I had an agreement with my cold, to let me get through this weekend and then it can take over. sure enough it did.. im dying here at work cause of this cold.. haha.. oh well.. it was an amazing weekend for cupcakin'. Summary will hopefully be posted on tumblr depending how this sickness goes today...

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

July-August

its been a while since i have been here. But basically....

1. Canada: hands down the best vacation for this year... way better than the philippines and I have my girls there in canada to thank for that. They totally fixed my philippines issues and made canada the best one by far.

2. Marc is finally back in town (for good).

3. Work grind M-F

4. Hiroko came for a visit.

5. Celebrated Chris and John's birthday at a Brazillian restaurant and the strip club.

6. Beach and Clubing at Blvd 3 (drama to follow)

7. Fam2 Dinner

8. The Roxy (hilarious drama to follow)

9. Hiroko's goin away BBQ at Nat's

10. Niel finds out that he is best man to Je't and Omar's wedding.

It really has been an exhausting month. I don't know how I can still have the energy for all of it. Im lookin forward to this weekend though for sure. Just a little R&R away from everything. So well deserved...