For showing me something new...
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Summer lovin 08'
So i guess you can say today is officially my last day of summer...
I did pretty much all that i wanted to accomplish by the end of my summer.. sorta.. hahaha..
From graduations, birthday parties,weddings, family chill sessions, Niel bringing me lots of stuff from his trip to PI, Vegas trip, a free room in Anaheim, night swims, fireworks spent with mine in Lakewood to his in the valley, lunch with lovers & friends, healing broken hearts, summer movies,attempting to play Layla my guitar, going to the O.C fair more than once, dodger game, eating my favorite cherries, watching the Olympics late at night, bowling nights, meeting new lovers & friends, rock band nights in the garage, in n out trips, exploring Americana, finally trying sushi, grunion run (finally), movie nights at the house, smokin my first cigar, dinner parties, getting a freakin flat tire, never ending pasta at olive garden, TOFU HOUSE!, getting a free 3 day 2 night trip to Vegas, getting a new (free) printer, ah... and the best part, when Niel makes me pasta at his house...
The only thing i yet failed to do was take my boards early, become a pro at driving a stick and learn to shoot a gun.
So here is to the end of the summer of 08', good bye hot weather and high ass gas prices!
Kate says "carpe noche!" now i think its time for "carpe Diem!"
So here i welcome the fall season. So excited for the new fall TV line up starting tomorrow... YAY FOR ALL MY SHOWS!!! not so excited for the mad study sessions.
Best of luck to my lovers & friends starting school again. To my favorite nurses who are workin hard makin that "CASH MONEY". And to those that are starting a new path of happiness...
Carpe Diem
I did pretty much all that i wanted to accomplish by the end of my summer.. sorta.. hahaha..
From graduations, birthday parties,weddings, family chill sessions, Niel bringing me lots of stuff from his trip to PI, Vegas trip, a free room in Anaheim, night swims, fireworks spent with mine in Lakewood to his in the valley, lunch with lovers & friends, healing broken hearts, summer movies,attempting to play Layla my guitar, going to the O.C fair more than once, dodger game, eating my favorite cherries, watching the Olympics late at night, bowling nights, meeting new lovers & friends, rock band nights in the garage, in n out trips, exploring Americana, finally trying sushi, grunion run (finally), movie nights at the house, smokin my first cigar, dinner parties, getting a freakin flat tire, never ending pasta at olive garden, TOFU HOUSE!, getting a free 3 day 2 night trip to Vegas, getting a new (free) printer, ah... and the best part, when Niel makes me pasta at his house...
The only thing i yet failed to do was take my boards early, become a pro at driving a stick and learn to shoot a gun.
So here is to the end of the summer of 08', good bye hot weather and high ass gas prices!
Kate says "carpe noche!" now i think its time for "carpe Diem!"
So here i welcome the fall season. So excited for the new fall TV line up starting tomorrow... YAY FOR ALL MY SHOWS!!! not so excited for the mad study sessions.
Best of luck to my lovers & friends starting school again. To my favorite nurses who are workin hard makin that "CASH MONEY". And to those that are starting a new path of happiness...
Carpe Diem
Saturday, August 30, 2008
tropic thunder???
So we finally watched tropic thunder...
at first when Niel called me asking if i wanted to watch it, i was feeling kinda iffy on it. usually if i feel that way about a movie, i know its going to suck. we saw it at the new theater in Anaheim at the garden walk... nice area.. cant wait to check out the bowling ally there :: ahem :: I'm sure its pricey too...
so the movie was "OK". it had its moments. But now i understood what the whole controversy was about with that movie. And i have to admit it wasn't very cool. I took it pretty offensive. And its funny how i was telling someone a few weeks ago how i felt towards that topic that its not funny to make fun of mentally challenged people by calling them retarded or acting out on it, but he was like whatever with it. I believe that there equal just like anyone else and for a movie to imitate something like that and think its humorous is just wrong. I knew i wasn't going to like that movie...
at first when Niel called me asking if i wanted to watch it, i was feeling kinda iffy on it. usually if i feel that way about a movie, i know its going to suck. we saw it at the new theater in Anaheim at the garden walk... nice area.. cant wait to check out the bowling ally there :: ahem :: I'm sure its pricey too...
so the movie was "OK". it had its moments. But now i understood what the whole controversy was about with that movie. And i have to admit it wasn't very cool. I took it pretty offensive. And its funny how i was telling someone a few weeks ago how i felt towards that topic that its not funny to make fun of mentally challenged people by calling them retarded or acting out on it, but he was like whatever with it. I believe that there equal just like anyone else and for a movie to imitate something like that and think its humorous is just wrong. I knew i wasn't going to like that movie...
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
OFFICIAL!!!
ITS OFFICIAL!!!
I GOT MY TEST DATE SET!!! then i can finally become richies suga momma!!! hahhaaa... if his wifey lets me that is...
Monday, August 25, 2008
update...
So, my weekend was pretty eventful....
Friday...
Pre drinks at clarks house... everyone met there around 8 and around 9:30ish 10, we walked to skinny's for ms. Kristine's birthday. And trust me, this night was not like my last experience at Mai tai where supposedly all this "bullshit" happened. This time i remembered all that happened. Also, thank goodness for cameras. There was drinking, dancing, more drinking, spilled drinks, more dancing, going outside for air (more than 1 time), fights that broke out on the streets, meeting tons of people from the valley, gettin hit on by some guy that already met me, but apprently forgot, me and clark singing "ill stop the world and melt with you" by the cure, more dancing, getting my shirt ripped, and getting macaroni bites from jacks house.
Saturday...
Dropped of some elderly ladies and learned what "long table" meant. Then had dinner at the olive garden with niel and dino. Gotta love the endless pasta there...
Sunday...
Started off in san dimas for some timeshare bullshit. wasted 4 hours of my life there, but fuck it. i got a free plane ride and accommodations to las vegas. Then went to Altadena for Rachel's daughters party. Back to santa ana for niel's patient visit. after that, met up with niel's parents and his 2 brothers for dinner at south coast plaza. then drove back to Anaheim where me and clark continue our intriguing conversation on music. concerts and movies.
Finally home now.. fuckin full like a motha' though..
Friday...
Pre drinks at clarks house... everyone met there around 8 and around 9:30ish 10, we walked to skinny's for ms. Kristine's birthday. And trust me, this night was not like my last experience at Mai tai where supposedly all this "bullshit" happened. This time i remembered all that happened. Also, thank goodness for cameras. There was drinking, dancing, more drinking, spilled drinks, more dancing, going outside for air (more than 1 time), fights that broke out on the streets, meeting tons of people from the valley, gettin hit on by some guy that already met me, but apprently forgot, me and clark singing "ill stop the world and melt with you" by the cure, more dancing, getting my shirt ripped, and getting macaroni bites from jacks house.
Saturday...
Dropped of some elderly ladies and learned what "long table" meant. Then had dinner at the olive garden with niel and dino. Gotta love the endless pasta there...
Sunday...
Started off in san dimas for some timeshare bullshit. wasted 4 hours of my life there, but fuck it. i got a free plane ride and accommodations to las vegas. Then went to Altadena for Rachel's daughters party. Back to santa ana for niel's patient visit. after that, met up with niel's parents and his 2 brothers for dinner at south coast plaza. then drove back to Anaheim where me and clark continue our intriguing conversation on music. concerts and movies.
Finally home now.. fuckin full like a motha' though..
Friday, August 22, 2008
Skinny's Lounge...
Thats where you will find me tonight...
SKINNY'S LOUNGE in NoHo
to celebrate Ms. Kristine's Birthday
Thursday, August 21, 2008
sweet dreams are made of these...
They say that when you dream, its best not to ever mention it or it won't come true or that you have to dream it 3 times. Or so I have been told. My best dreams, i never mention. My worse ones, i spill it out like theres no ending. So do we really base our lives on our "dreams". They say to follow your dreams, but is it really what you want to do? How do they know that what we dream of doing or becoming will actually benifit us for the good?
I had one of the worse dreams ever last night. And i hope i never have to repeat that dream ever again.
there is a book based on your dreams. But how do i know its actually accurate? what does it mean when the dream you had makes you scream for help and you had no one there to help you. the feeling was too real. like i've been down there before.
as i sat in class today with my friend jeanette, i couldn't help but ponder trying to make of what i dreamt. and i came to this conclusion. it was like that in the past. my past relationship was like that. so why is my past trying to catch up with me?
so far i only told one of my dream. he really had no response to it except "nice" and when i mentioned i needed therapy, all he could do is agree.
i dont need therapy, i know the answer to this... well now i do... i think?
I had one of the worse dreams ever last night. And i hope i never have to repeat that dream ever again.
there is a book based on your dreams. But how do i know its actually accurate? what does it mean when the dream you had makes you scream for help and you had no one there to help you. the feeling was too real. like i've been down there before.
as i sat in class today with my friend jeanette, i couldn't help but ponder trying to make of what i dreamt. and i came to this conclusion. it was like that in the past. my past relationship was like that. so why is my past trying to catch up with me?
so far i only told one of my dream. he really had no response to it except "nice" and when i mentioned i needed therapy, all he could do is agree.
i dont need therapy, i know the answer to this... well now i do... i think?
Today...
Im pretty good when it comes to dates. Names I can be horrible with, but for some odd reason I can seem to remember the first letter of their names. But dates I'm good with.
Today will mark the year that me and my bf went to Universal Studios. It's kinda just random to write about. But its also the day those 3 words just flowed out of my mouth.
it first started with me writing all over the car window...
Then what we do best, look stupid in public...
Then ending the night eating at Bubba Gump...
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
Just Breathe...
as simple as it sounds???...
Not always...
there are many things that keep us from doing so. Work, family, relationships, school, etc.
so far, this past summer, i've had 3 friends come to me with issues with their relationships. One was expected, the second was a surprise and the third was random. But they all had the same problem. Which i found to be ironic.
There are times when I believe that the single life is the way to go. You don't have that person you need to report to all the time, or the sense of boredom cause you know whats going to happen the next day before it even happens. Don't get me wrong but relationships are great. That is if it makes you complete.
i was stuck in a 9 year relationship that me, and apparently a few of our close friends, already knew was not going anywhere. You end up staying in that relationship cause you feel that its comfortable and didnt want to deal with the inevitable question after the breakup of "why?" there are times when i find myself screaming on the inside wanting out. And finally a year ago I got my out and it was an amazing feeling. But as always, there were still somethings that needed to be done first before i could finally close that chapter of my life which finally did a few weeks ago. so finally, the case of the ex is done!
the way i see it, and to others, im a very strong person and i can hold my own ground. i've learned from my past and i try to get others to understand it to. it doesnt make me unhappy cause i love where i am now. i've found my happiness, just took a little longer for it to find me.
someone once told me that my boyfriend gives me too much freedom. Yeah he does, but only cause he wants for me to be happy. but does he worry? im sure he does. if he could he would give me the world just to see me smile. he knows even the littlest things make me happy even if it means letting me be able to breathe....
Not always...
there are many things that keep us from doing so. Work, family, relationships, school, etc.
so far, this past summer, i've had 3 friends come to me with issues with their relationships. One was expected, the second was a surprise and the third was random. But they all had the same problem. Which i found to be ironic.
There are times when I believe that the single life is the way to go. You don't have that person you need to report to all the time, or the sense of boredom cause you know whats going to happen the next day before it even happens. Don't get me wrong but relationships are great. That is if it makes you complete.
i was stuck in a 9 year relationship that me, and apparently a few of our close friends, already knew was not going anywhere. You end up staying in that relationship cause you feel that its comfortable and didnt want to deal with the inevitable question after the breakup of "why?" there are times when i find myself screaming on the inside wanting out. And finally a year ago I got my out and it was an amazing feeling. But as always, there were still somethings that needed to be done first before i could finally close that chapter of my life which finally did a few weeks ago. so finally, the case of the ex is done!
the way i see it, and to others, im a very strong person and i can hold my own ground. i've learned from my past and i try to get others to understand it to. it doesnt make me unhappy cause i love where i am now. i've found my happiness, just took a little longer for it to find me.
someone once told me that my boyfriend gives me too much freedom. Yeah he does, but only cause he wants for me to be happy. but does he worry? im sure he does. if he could he would give me the world just to see me smile. he knows even the littlest things make me happy even if it means letting me be able to breathe....
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
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