what my thursday consisted of:

1. waking up early to get ready and line up at albertson's since it was the last day today before they close down.
2. stand in line for 5 min cause they opened up at 8am
3. laughing at all the mexicans running to the alcohol section to get all the coronas since all alcohol was 90% off! (nice) even the cigs were 90% but i wasnt even thinkin of buyin them since i dont smoke... (stupid me)
4. spending $31 and saving $198 on alcohol purchased (nicer)
5. workin 9-5:30pm.
6. online all day cause there is no work for me to do and my boss is not in yet. (its 3:00pm right now)
7. going to drive safely home after work cause off all the alcohol in the back of my car and the 2 hug glass mugs from oktoberfest that still have the scent of beer on it. dont want the police thinkin im a alcoholic.
8. unload my car
9. shower
10. dinner in the valley with niel and his brother.

thats what my thursday is going to consist of. in a nut shell..

i cant wait for next week. super stoked!

Nov 3 : roscoes chicken and waffles

Nov 4: Takin niel to his very first hockey game

Nov 5: hittin a few balls at the golf course

Nov 6: hmmm

Nov 7: Phillips birthday! (YAY)

Nov 8: Je'ts baby boy's birthday in lancaster for lunch then buyin my disney pass at night

Nov 9: DISNEYLAND!!! YAY!!! (i've missed kate dearly)

Nov 10: Niel's birthday dinner with family

Nov 11: dinner

Nov 12: ::secret::

Nov 15: Laugh factory in long beach

and thats just next week...

the waiting game...

Today marks the 4th week. i should be getting my results soon. UGH so nerve wrecking... again...

other than that.. so much to look forward to. a friend of mine contacted me from new jersey. she is actually here for the rest of the week. excited to see her. i was more surprised that she found me. its been such a long time. i wish i had known she was here sooner.

so niel's birthday week plans are in full effect!... all that i want to have planned out, is in tact. i think im gonna jus call it my birthday week..

YAY i cant wait to see my canadian people! 9 days and counting!

like me...

for those who really know me, i like to take quotes from anything.

i got a message from a friend of mine ( i like to call her friend) and i got to thinking. i never really get to see this person, but we write all the time. and now that i have opened up a bit about things, i got to thinking.

i was there to help her through her issues and in a sense she looks up to me. i vented a lil to her, and with the advice she has given me, i look up to her.

so my thing is, there are so many out there that people admire and wish they were just like that person. but the thing is, you don't know if there is anyone looking at YOU like that. of all the millions of people out there there is at least one person that is looking up to you. its weird. if you sit there and just think about it. of all those people you are grateful for meeting or just getting to know, you may never know how they really feel about you. you could be just an ordinary, regular person and not even know that there is someone that is envious of your life.

the one thing that really got me in her last message to me was:

"just know that whatever u have right now God wants you to have and whatever you loose God wanted you to loose it."

im not big on religion. but this one kinda got to me. so in a sense i guess its helping me with closures to my insecurites. but i still cant help but feel that im still missing something.

Update?

So i started working at a home health company doing office stuff. its got its advantages i guess. at least it keeps me occupied for the time being til the results of my boards comes in, which by the way should be comin in hopefully next week. seriously killin me here.



so october is coming to an end. plans? many... oktoberfest on saturday thats for sure. ive been wanting to go, just never found the time or the right person to go with.



november is what i cant wait for... so many things are planned just for the first week, which happens to be niel's birthday week. i cant wait. i have so much planned for his week. just the cost i need to take care of. but it will totally beat out richie's vegas plan with his gf.

ahh and how i missed hearing from philip. "i cant wait for your birthday dinner!" and i get paid on that day too!

So?

My weekend kinda felt vague. I felt that I needed to do something, like study or something. I can't seem to shake off the idea that I'm free. So I'm trying to plan out my trip do Disneyland. Along with that, there are more things I need to handle or I should say "plan".

So far for October:

Ian's daughters baptismal/birthday

Jeanette's birthday @ Rockin Taco Cantina

Halloween

November:

Arrival of the Fil-Can friends

BIRTHDAY WEEK FOR NIEL BEGINS!

Disneyland!!!

Niel's birthday

BIRTHDAY WEEK FOR NIEL ENDS...

Anniversary Date

BIRTHDAY WEEK FOR ME BEGINS!

Thanksgiving

BIRTHDAY WEEK FOR ME ENDS...

So far this is what i got for the 2 months.

Nick and Norah

AWESOME MOVIE!!! 

just waiting on Niel to hurry up and get dressed so we can eat and watch another movie... but Nick and Norah's infinite play list.. definitely a must see...

Relieved...

finally... done... no more 8 hour study trips to the library... no more late night sessions... no more stress... finally can go out without stressing on what i need to read or what lab values to memorize... DONE ::for now:: ahhh...

now just got to wait...

finally can go on a date and just relax...