Going Down Hill?

- Sometimes you look back on your life and think about all those things that went wrong and all the times you failed.
- But now the memories help you to remain grounded because you can remember positive aspects to your origins.
- This healthy nostalgia is therapeutic and can make you a happier person.
- Just don't forget to return to the present moment once you're done reminiscing.

Late Recap...

Last week: 06/12/09: Went out to Ritual with kate, darlyn, wingard, mike F, and geremy. Pretty cool... after that we met up with others to Mountain Bar in China Town. Hilarious random saying that night:

Mike F: "Hey where's Niel?? Man i love niel! When i found out he was a DJ, I wanted to suck his dick!!!"

Hahaha.. gotta love mike.

Saturday 06/13/09: Finally got my wallet back from wingard. went out to Sizzler with kate, radp and winnG. Then to blockbuster to buy 8 movies. Came back to the casa and watched "what happens in vegas". Random saying that night:

RadP: "You gotta milk the MEL-ON"

Sunday 06/14/09: LA GAY PARADE! Fuckin the best... had a blast.. met alot of people. got drunk on the streets of hollywood all before 5pm.. Random saying that day:

John (porn star): (while in line for food) "So, you wanna fuck?"

Hahhahaha... my response " I can't"

Yeah. niel was not too happy with my response...

This past weekend...

Was definately a busy one... "WORKED" Fri-Sun from 8-3:30pm,watched "The Hangover" at garden walk and then went shopping with niel on friday... Saturday was the family party (did not accomplish much that i had planned, but was dying in laughter that whole time). Sunday was the final performance of Gavin Rossdale.

Out of all that, i was only expecting work, and the party... all that other stuff was added on by my baby love... but what totally perfected my weekend was the random concert trip... had a total blast with my faves...

Tomorrow is the dodger game with my faves. And now i know that if you want something to actually plan out right, "I" have to do it myself. Oh well.. im excited. we play against the Padres (again) and i get a free dodger cooler bag out of it... YAY!

This weekend is the LA Gay Pride Parade...

Next weekend, baby love is takin me to the Del Mar Fair for the first time!!! unfortunetly i have no pictures from this past weekend...

FOOL...

So naive she is... little does she know... looks are definitely deceiving...

So something for me to look forward to..

June:

06- Family party... hopefully OTH marathong with Josie
10- Dodger game with my loves
13- Showin my support at the LA Parade
27- Ryan's film presentation in LA

July:

04- Myke's Birthday party
05- survive the hangover
11- Lotus Festival
20-26- CANADA BABY!!!

Also since Ryan's film will be showing in NY, we might take a weekend trip up there just to see it. 2009 is definitly my active year...

R.I.P Pork Chopp

Wednesday May 20, 2009 I lost someone very close to me. My baby bunny Pork Chopp. After I got back from SD early Sunday morning, something was not right with her. She was not as active as she usually is, she wasn't eating or drinking and was not having a normal bowel movement. Niel was pretty worried so he called Animal ER. They insisted we take her in now. So at around 2am we finally arrived to the Garden Grove ER.

They admitted her and gave her some meds to help with the pain. We were going to take her to the vet on Thursday May 21 but it was too late. I came home from work to find my baby girl laying there and not moving. I called Niel instantly and he came over to comfort me. I twittered instantly about her passing and Kate was the first to call me to see if i was ok. Many sent their condolences via tweet/text(thanks guys). Even Ryan and Myke called me.

As I sat there waiting for Niel to come, I couldnt help but think what happened. I still believe she was trying to tell me she was still not better. The night before I thought she was ok just trying to get adjusted from the ER. She was eating and everything. but still looked a little tired. That Wednesday morning she got out of her cage and just sat there on the floor of the edge of my bed just staring. I thought she wanted to jump up but she didnt. The night before she was trying to bite my finger lightly. What was weird was that she never tried to bite me. So I would just sit here and think of all the signs she was trying to give me.

It has been a pretty hard 2 days. I can still picture her running around or jumping onto my bed to run around or when i shake her bag of hay she would always come running. I miss her everyday and it sucks. I would love how she would follow me like a puppy and I would always step on her by accident because I would always forget she was there. At times i can still hear her bitting on her chew toy.

She will be very missed. Missed by many. I had to put away her home yesterday and her favorite mat. It hurts still. It didnt take me long to potty train her either. But she was the most unique bunny with the perfect fur and ears. It would be really hard to replace her...

Sleepy...

Im pretty drained out... recap later on that... but on a quick note...

New site: http://itsannemichelle.tumblr.com/

flicks only...

Just venting...

hahaha.. i was going to do this when i was certain, but fuck it.. hahaha...

So Niels so called "ATE" (hahaha) might be coming sooner than expected.. hahaha.. how the hell are you going to tell someone "oh ill think about it, i dont know if i want you to call me ATE" then a few min later say "ok i thought about it, and since you never had a SISTER before, ill let you call me ATE..." WTF???

for some odd reason i can not let my horrible vacation from the Philippines go. I think im just waiting for a better one to come along and top that. And my brothers gf guaranteed that i will when we get to canada. hahha...

SO ENJOY YOUR SINGLE LIFE FOLKS!!!

Moving on... i had a great time with my FAVORITE Tesoro boys this past saturday. I've missed my boys....

Oh and so me and my co worker were having a conversation the other day. She recently got married. Her husband lives in SF and shes down here (at least she wears her rings). So she was talking about how her mother in law wants her to call her "MOM" and she doesnt want to.. i was like "WTF??? You shouldnt have to" Its not like thats her original mom. That is so stupid... its like your replacing your mom with a rental. i hate that people do that. You dont see me calling niel's brother Dico or something. sorry, but were not that close and i dont think i would ever. Like Niel says "unless you were introduced to them with that title, then you should"

oh and i think its more hilairous that there are people out there that should have the fucking balls to ask me whats the REAL story rather than side with someone else...

At least my image is classy... not trashy...

welcome to my territory... your in for a real treat...

i miss

my shoes that i only got to wear ONCE! that cost me 895.00... peso's that is... i hope my mom can find them when she leaves to the philippines...

Good bye March!

March was a pretty FULL month.. from cousin's arrival, chuck e cheese, parties, bowling, In N Out nights, Disneyland, birthdays, DTF, SHAKEY'S, SD, movies, CA Adventure, Six Flags, and lots and lots of EATING!!! March was exhausting...

Welcome April!!!...

April 11 - pictorial shoot for cousin's debut
April 16 - Valley
April 17 - Ciena's arrival
April 19 - End of Bubble exhibit at the Discovery Science Center
April 26 - Ciena's departure
April 30 - Dodger Game!!!

The usual Thursday night bowling is still there... and everything is kinda up in the air for when Ciena arrives...

100th post...

Let me introduce you to my new baby... PORK CHOPP!!!



Baby love got him for me on friday... and I'm in the process of potty training him and I believe it's pretty successful right now...